Almost around 3yrs ago to the day, I had arranged for a lift to be picked up by Daniel Hagen, and was left, sitting in the front of the house, and nobody arrived or called.
I thank you Daniel for speaking in truth to me in regards to the MCC file & blacklist against me, May the Lord bless you for your Honesty.
In times I asked you for help for the Internet Ministry, when I knew I needed it, an yet you provided no one to help me for the area of accountability to be online with me, an yet you gave a word whether a word of the Spirit or Of the Flesh, that you would support me, which never happened, indicating it came from the flesh.
You asked of me to help find & get a website for
I told you of the miracles which God did through the Ministry, and constantly put the internet ministry for the church onto the prayer board, showing the call for help in the area, and you provided me with nothing, vain & empty words.
You asked of me to provide you information on cults, which I did, later to slap me again in the face.
I asked of you to allow me preach on the topic of the Shofar in the Church, which I knew would’ve been a great encouragement in my Growth, which was turned away. So much for encouraging of the members of the body of Christ.
When a brother in the Lord desired to bless me with new clothes, you rebuked him in a way of what he was doing wouldn’t be right for those like myself, that brother who is a blessing Sean Eddington he still went forward an found some 2nd hand clothes, some of which I still have to this day.
You accuse me of being unteachable, yet have you even bothered to look online or even ask me to show you any articles which I felt led to write of the Lords Spirit.
You wanted me to conform to the church; I desired to be conformed to God.
And you wonder, why I went the way that I did?
I also remember another incident, where I was rebuked for hanging out with sinners, isn’t that what Jesus disciples did to him, an even the Pharisees, because I was unseen at church for 2 weekends.
Then there was the incident, of which you once had a go at me again, of which Jacqueline Paul was able to stand in my defense for your error in regards to another situation, an you accused me of causing division by what Daniel has said in the email reply he sent to me, again of which I received no apology from you.
The main culprits(suspects behind the blacklist of this file) I know, because they were all those who were attending
It saddens me that you all couldn’t come to me not just for one on one, or as a group, and I forgive you though you know not what you did.
It doesn’t matter to me, of how old the church was at the time, when the word of support was going to be there for me, I accepted it spiritually as well as literally, when it wasn’t received, when it wasn’t shown in actions, you let the door open showing I could no longer trust you or any of the words you gave an the only person I could only trust through any situation I encountered or endured was an is God alone.
In all known occasions that I remember sending emails to you, the door was left open for communication.
I leave everything else in the Hands of the Lord God Of Israel to Deal with as He Wills, through the Jesus Christ & The Power of the Holy Spirit.
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